any person suffers any loss, he is more ready to say, "I did not deserve to suffer it," than to consider why he suffered it, mourning the loss of money, not mourning over that of righteous- ness. If thou hast sinned, mourn for the loss of thy inward treasure. Thou hast nothing in thy house, but perhaps thou art still more empty in heart; but if thine heart is full of its Good, even thy God, why dost thou not say, " The Lord gave, the Lord hath taken away; as it pleased the Lord was it done. Blessed be the Name of the Lord." ' Whence then was it that He was grieving? Was it for the "scourging" wherewith He was scourged? God forbid. " And my sorrow " (says He) " is continually before me." And as if we were to say, "What sorrow? whence comes that sorrow? " he says: " For I declare mine iniquity; and I will have a care • for my sin" (ver. 18). See here the reason for the sorrow! It is not a sorrow occasioned by the scourge; not one for the remedy, not for the wound. For the scourge is a remedy against sins. Hear, brethren; We are Christians, and yet if any one's son dies, he mourns for him; but does not mourn for him if he sins. It is then, when he sees him sinning, that he ought to make mourning for him, to lament over him. It is then he should restrain him, and give him a rule to live by; should impose a discipline upon him: or if he has done so, and the other has not taken heed, then was the time when he ought to have been mourned over; then he was more fatally dead whilst living in luxury, than when, by death, he brought his luxury to its close: at that time, when he was doing such things in thine house, he was not only " dead, but he stank also." * These things were worthy to be lamented, the others were such as might well be endured; those, I say, were tolerable, these worthy to be mourned over. They were to be mourned over in the same way that you have heard this person mourn over them: " For I declare mine iniquity. I will have a care for my sin." Be not free from anxiety when you have confessed your sin, as if always able to con- fess thy sin, and to commit it again. Do thou " declare thine iniquity in such a manner, as to have a care for thy sin." What is meant by " having a care of thy sin "? To have a care of thy wound. If you were to say, " I will have a care of my wound," what would be meant by it, but I will do my endeavour to have it healed. For this is " to have a care for one's sin," to be ever struggling, ever endeavouring, ever exerting one's self, earnestly and zealously, to heal one's wound. Behold! thou art from day to day mourning over thy sins; but perhaps thy tears indeed flow, but thy hands are unemployed. Do 1 Job i. ai.
* John xi. 39.
alms, redeem 3 thy sins, let the poor rejoice of thy bounty, that thou also mayest rejoice of the Grace of God. He is in want; so art thou in want also: he is in want at thy hands; so art thou also in want at God's hand. Dost thou despise one who needs thy aid; and shall God not despise thee when thou needest His? Do thou therefore supply the needs of him who is in want of thine aid; that God may supply thy needs within.4 This is the meaning of, " I will have a care for my sin." I will do all that ought to be done, to blot out and to heal my sin. " And I will have a care for my sin."
24. "But mine enemies live" (ver. 19). They are well off: they rejoice in worldly pros- perity, while I am suffering, and " roaring with the groaning of my heart." In what way do His enemies " live," in that He hath said of them already, that they have " spoken vanity "? Hear in another Psalm also: " Whose sons are as young plants; firmly rooted." But above He had said, " Whose mouth speaketh vanity. Their daughters polished after the similitude of a temple: their garners full bursting forth more and more; their cattle fat, their sheep fruitful, multiplying in their streets; no hedge falling into ruin; no cry in their streets." 5 " Mine ene- mies " then " live." This is their life; this life they praise; this they set their hearts upon: this they hold fast to their own ruin. For what fol- lows? They pronounce " the people that is in such a case " blessed. But what sayest thou, who " hast a care for thy sin "? What sayest thou, who " confessest thine iniquity "? He says, " Blessed is the people whose God is the Lord." 6 " But mine enemies live, and are strengthened against me, and they that hate me wrongfully are multiplied." What is " hate me wrong- fully "? They hate me, who wish their good, whereas were they simply requiting evil for evil, they would not be righteous; were they not to requite with good the good done to them, they would be ungrateful: they, however, who " hate wrongfully," actually return evil for good. Such were the Jews; Christ came unto them with good things; they requited Him evil for good. Beware, brethren, of this evil; it soon steals f upon us. Let no one of you think himself to be far removed from the danger, because we said, " Such were the Jews." Should a brother, wishing your good, rebuke you, and you hate him, you are like them. And observe, how easily, how soon it is produced; and avoid an evil so great, a sin so easily committed.
25. "They also that render evil for good, were speaking evil of me, because I have pur- sued the thing that is just" (ver. 20). There- 3 Fiatit, reiiiumittur. 5 Ps. cxiiv. 12-14.
* At. " fill thine inward parts."
6 Ps. cxliv. 15. 1 Citcf subintrat.
Psalm XXXVIII.]
ON THE PSALMS.
1 1 1 fore was it that I was requited evil for good. What is meant by " pursued after the thing that is just "? Not forsaken it. That you might not always understand persecutio in a bad sense, He means by persecutes pursued after, thor- oughly followed. " Because I have followed the thing that is just." Hear also our Head crying with a lamentable voice in His Passion: " And they cast Me forth, Thy Darling, even as a dead man in abomination." ■ Was it not enough that He was " dead "? wherefore " in abomination " also? Because He was crucified. For this death of the Cross was a great abomination in their eyes, as they did not perceive that it was spoken in prophecy, " Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree."2 For He did not Himself bring death; but He found it here, propagated from the curse of the first man; and this same death of ours, which had originated in sin, He had taken upon Himself, and hung on the Tree. Lest therefore some persons should think (as some of the Heretics think), that our Lord Jesus Christ had only a false body of flesh; and that the death by which He made satisfaction on the Cross was not a real death, the Prophet notices this, and says, " Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree." He shows then that the Son of God died a true death, the death which was due to mortal flesh: lest if He were not " accursed," you should think that He had not truly died. But since that death was not an illusion, but had descended from that original stock, which had been derived from the curse, when He said, " Ye shall surely die: " 3 and since a true death assuredly extended even to Him, that a true life might extend itself to us, the curse of death also did extend to Him, that the blessing of life might extend even unto us. "And they cast Me forth, Thy Darling, even as a dead man in abomination."
26. " Forsake me not, O Lord; O my God, depart not from me" (ver. 21). Let us speak in Him, let us speak through Him (for He Him- self intercedeth for us), and let us say, " Forsake me not, O Lord my God." And yet He had said, " My God! My God! why hast Thou for- saken Me?"4 and He now says, "O My God, depart not from Me." If He does not forsake the body, did He forsake the Head? Whose words then are these but the First Man's? To show then that He carried about Him a true body of flesh derived from him, He says, " My God, My God, why hast Thou forsaken Me? " God had not forsaken Him. If He does not forsake Thee, who believest in Him, could the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, One God, forsake Christ? But He had transferred to Him- self the person of the First Man. We know by A few mss. of LXX. no:e this to be added here.
Ueut. xxi. 23. 3 Gen. ii. 17. * Matt, xxvii. 46.
the words of an Apostle, that " our old man is crucified with Him." 5 We should not, how- ever, be divested of our old nature, had He not been _ crucified "in weakness." For it was to this end that He came, that we may be renewed in Him, because it is by aspiration after Him, and by following the example of His suffering, that we are renewed. Therefore that was the cry of infirmity; that cry, I mean, in which it was said, " Why hast Thou forsaken Me? " Thence was it said in that passage above, " the words of mine offences." As if He were saying, These words are transferred to My Person from that of the sinner.
27. "Depart not from me. Make haste to help me, Lord of my salvation " (ver. 22). This is that very " salvation," Brethren, concerning which, as the Apostle Peter saith, " Prophets have enquired diligently," 6 and though they have enquired diligently, yet have not found it. But they searched into it, and foretold of it; while we have come and have found what they sought for. And see, we ourselves too have not as yet received it; and after us shall others also be born, and shall find, what they also shall not receive, and shall pass away, that we may, all of us together, receive the " penny of salvation in the end of the day," with the Prophets, the Patri- archs, and the Apostles. For you know that the hired servants, or labourers, were taken into the vineyard at different times; yet did they all re- ceive their wages on an equal footing.' Apostles, then, and Prophets, and Martyrs, and ourselves also, and those who will follow us to the end of the world, it is in the End itself that we are to receive everlasting salvation; that beholding the face of God, and contemplating His Glory, we may praise Him for ever, free from imperfection, free from any punishment of iniquity, free from every perversion of sin: praising Him; and no longer longing after Him, but now clinging to Him for whom we used to long to the very end, and in whom we did rejoice, in hope. For we shall be in that City, where God is our Bliss, God is our Light, God is our Bread, God is our Life; whatever good thing of ours there is, at being absent from which we now grieve, we shall find in Him. In Him will be that " rest," which when we " call to remembrance " now, we can- not choose but grieve. For that is the " Sab- bath" which we "call to remembrance;" in the recollection of which, so great things have been said already; and so great things ought to be said by us also, and ought never to cease being said by us, not with our lips indeed, but in our heart: for therefore do our lips cease to speak, that we may cry out with our hearts."
8 [Heb. iv. 9. The Sabbath that " remaineth" is the only Sab- bath our author sees in this Tsalm. — C] 112 THE WORKS OF ST. AUGUSTIN.
[Psalm XXXIX.
PSALM XXXIX.'
i. The title of this Psalm, which we have just chanted and proposed to discuss, is, " On the end, for Idithun, a Psalm for David himself." Here then we must look for, and must attend to, the words of a certain person who is called Idithun; and if each one of ourselves may be Idithun, in that which he sings he recognises himself, and hears himself speak. For thou mayest see who was called Idithun, according to the ancient descent of man; let us, however, understand what this name is translated, and seek to comprehend the Truth in the translation of the word. According therefore to what we have been able to discover by enquiry in those names which have been translated from the Hebrew tongue into the Latin, by those who study the sacred writings, Idithun being trans- lated is " over-leaping them." Who then is this person " over-leaping them "? or who those whom he hath "over-leaped"?...For there are some persons, yet clinging to the earth, yet bowed down to the ground, yet setting their hearts on what is below, yet placing their hopes in things that pass away, whom he who is called " over-leaping them " hath " over-leaped."
2. You know that some of the Psalms are en- titled, " Songs of Degrees; " and in the Greek it is obvious enough what the word avafiaOiiJov means. For dra/Jafyioi are degrees (or steps) of them that ascend, not of them that descend. The Latin, not being able to express it strictly, expresses it by the general term; and in that it called them " steps," left it undetermined, whether they were " steps " of persons ascending or descending. But because there is no " speech or language where their voices are not heard among them,"2 the earlier language explains the one which comes after it: and what was ambig- uous in one is made certain in another. Just then as there the singer is some one who is " as- cending," so here is it some one who is " over- leaping."...Let this Idithun come still to us* let him " over-leap " those whose delight is in things below, and take delight in these things, and let him rejoice in the Word of the Lord; in the delight of the law of the Most High...
3. " I said, I will take heed to my ways, that I sin not with my tongue " (ver. 1)...For it is not without reason that the tongue is set in a moist place, but because it is so prone to slip.3 Perceiving therefore how hard it was for a man to be under the necessity of speaking, and not to say something that he will wish unsaid, and filled with disgust at these sins, he seeks to avoid the like. To this difficulty is he exposed who is seeking to " leap beyond."...Although I have > Lat. XXXVIII. » Pi. xix. 3.
* Non/rustra in udo est, nisi quia facile labitur.
" leaped beyond " the pleasures of earth, although the fleeting 4 passions for things temporal ensnare me not, though now I despise these things below, and am rising up to better things than these, yet in these very better things the satisfaction of knowledge in the sight of God is enough for me. Of what use is it for me to speak what is to be laid hold of, and to give a handle to cavillers? Therefore, " I said, I will take heed to my ways, that I sin not with my tongue. I keep my mouth with a bridle." Wherefore is this? Is it on account of the religious, the thoughtful, the faith- ful, the holy ones? God forbid! These persons hear in such a manner, as to praise what they approve; but as for what they disapprove, per- haps, among much that they praise they rather excuse than cavil at it; on account of what per- sons then dost thou " take heed to thy ways," and place a guard on thy lips " that thou mayest not sin with thy tongue "? Hear: it is, " While the wicked standeth over against me." It is not " by me " that he takes up his station, but "against me." Why?...Even the Lord Himself says, " I have yet many things to say unto you, but ye cannot bear them now." s And the Apostle, " I could not speak unto you as unto spiritual, but as unto carnal." 6 Yet not as to persons to be despaired of, but as to those who still required to be nourished. For he goes on to say, " As babes in Christ, I have fed you with milk, and not with meat; for hitherto ye were not able." Well, tell it unto us even now. " Neither yet now are ye able." 7 Be not therefore impatient to hear that which as yet thou art not capable of; but grow that thou mayest be " able to bear it." It is thus we address the little one, who yet re- quires to be fed with kindly milk 8 in the bosom of Mother Church, and to be rendered meet for the " strong meat " of the Lord's Table. But what can I say even of that kind to the sinner, who " taketh his stand against me," who either thinks or pretends himself capable of what he " cannot bear; " so that when I say anything unto him, and he has failed to comprehend it, he should not suppose that it was not he that had failed to comprehend, but I who had broken down. Therefore because of this sinner, who " taketh up his stand against me, I keep my mouth as it were with a bridle."
4. " I became deaf, and was humbled, I held my peace from good" (ver. 2). For this per- son, who is " leaping beyond," suffers some difficulty in a certain stage to which he hath already attained; and he desires to advance be- yond, even from thence, to avoid this difficulty. I was afraid of committing a sin; so that I spoke not; that I imposed on myself the necessity of silence: for I had spoken thus, " I will take heed * John xvi. 1 « Pit lacte.
l Cor. iii. I.
PSM.M XXXIX.]
ON THE PSALMS.
l'3 to my ways, that I may not sin with my tongue." Whilst I was too much afraid of saying anything wrong, I kept silence from all that is good. For whence could I say good things, except that I heard them? " It is Thou that shalt make me to hear of joy and gladness." ■ And the " friend of the bridegroom standeth and heareth Him, and rejoiceth on account of the bridegroom's voice," 2 not his own. That he may speak true things, he hears what he is to say. For it is he that " speaketh a lie," that " speaketh of his own." 3...When therefore I had " put a bridle," as it were, " on my lips; " and con- strained myself to silence, because I saw that everywhere speech was dangerous, then, says he, that came to pass upon me, which I did not wish, " I became deaf, and was humbled; " not humbled myself, but was humbled; " and I held my peace even from good." Whilst afraid of saying any evil, I began to refrain from speaking what is good: and I condemned my determina- tion; for " I was holding my peace even from what is good."
" And my sorrow was stirred up again " (ver. 2). Inasmuch as I had found in silence a kind of respite from a certain " sorrow," that had been inflicted upon me by those who cavilled at my words, and found fault with me: and that sorrow that was caused by the cavillers, had ceased indeed; but when " I held my peace even from good, my sorrow was stirred up again." I began to be more grieved at having refrained from saying what I ought to have said, than I had before been grieved by having said what I ought not. " And my sorrow was stirred up again.4 5. " And while I was musing, the fire burned " (ver. 3)...I reflected on the words of my Lord, " Thou wicked and slothful servant, thou oughtest to have put My money to the exchan- gers, and I at My coming should receive it again with usury." 5 And that which follows may God avert from those who are His stewards! Bind him hand and foot, and let him be cast into outer darkness; " 5 the servant, who was not a waster of his master's goods, so as to destroy them, but was slothful in laying them out to improve them. What ought they to expect, who have wasted them in luxury, if they are con- demned who through slothfulness have kept them? "As I was musing, the fire burned." And as he was in this state of wavering suspense, between speaking and holding his peace, be- tween those who are prepared to cavil and those who are anxious to be instructed,...in this state of suspense, he prays for a better place, a place different from this his present 1 Ps. li. 8. a John iii. 20. 3 John viii. 44.
4 He omits, " My heart became hot within me."
stewardship, in which man is in such difficulty and in such danger, and sighing after a certain " end," when he was not to be subject to these things, when the Lord is to say to the faithful dispenser, " Enter thou into the joy of thy Lord,"' he says, " Then spake I with my tongue." In this fluctuation, in the midst of these dangers and these difficulties, because, that in conse- quence of the abundance of offences " the love of many is waxing cold," 8 although the law of the Lord inspires delight, in this fluctuation then, (I say), "then spake I with my tongue." To whom? not to the hearer whom I would fain instruct; but to Him who heareth and taketh heed also, by whom I would fain be instructed myself. " I spake with my tongue " to Him, from whom I inwardly hear whatever I hear that is good or true. — What saidst thou?
" Lord, make me to know mine end " (ver. 4). For some things I have passed by already; and I have arrived at a certain point, and that to which I have arrived is better than that from which I have advanced to this; but yet there remains a point, which has to be left behind. For we are not to remain here, where there are trials, offences, where we have to bear with per- sons who listen to us and cavil at us. " Make me to know mine end; " the end, from which I am still removed, not the course which is already before me.
6. The " end " he speaks of, is that which the Apostle fixed his eye upon, in his course; and made confession of his own infirmity, perceiving in himself a different state of things from that which he looked for elsewhere. For he says, " Not that I have already attained, or am already perfect. Brethren, I count not myself to hav£ apprehended." » And that you might not say, " If the Apostle hath not apprehended, have I apprehended? If the Apostle is not perfect, am I perfect? "...
7. " And the number of my days, what it is." 1 ask of " the number of my days, what it is." I can speak of " number " without number, and understand " number without number," in the same sense as " years without years " may be spoken of. For where there are years, there is a sort of " number " at all events, also. But yet, " Thou art the same, and Thy years shall not fail." IO " Make me to know the number of my days; " but " to know what it is." What then? that number in which thou art, think you that it "is" not? Assuredly, if I weigh the matter well, it has no being; if I linger behind, it has a sort of being; if I rise above it, it has none. If, shaking off the trammels of these things, I contemplate things above, if I compare things that pass away with those that endure, I see 7 Matt. xxv. 27. '<> Ps. cii. 27.
8 Matt. xxiv. 13. 9 Phil. iii. iat 13.
H4 THE WORKS OF ST. AUGUSTIN.
[Psalm XXXIX.
what has a true being, and what rather seems to be, than really is. Should I say that these days of mine " are; " and shall I rashly apply this word so full of meaning to this course of things passing away? To such a degree have I my own self almost ceased to " be, failing " as I am in my weakness, that He escaped from my memory, who said, " I AM HE THAT IS." ' Hath then any number of days any existence? In truth it hath, and it is " number without end."...Everything is swept on by a series of moments, fleeting by, one after the other; there is a torrent of existences ever flowing on and on; a " torrent," 2 of which He " drank in the way," who hath now "lift up His Head." These days then have no true being; they are gone almost before they arrive; and when they are come, they cannot continue; they press upon one another, they follow the one the other, and cannot check themselves in their course. Of the past nothing is called back again; what is yet to be, is expected as something to pass away again: it is not as yet possessed, whilst as yet it is not arrived; it cannot be kept when once it has arrived. He asks then concerning " the number of his days, which is; " not that which is "not: " and (which confounds me by a still greater and more perplexing difficulty) at once " is," and " is not." We can neither say that that " is," which does not continue; nor that it " is not," when it has come and is pass- ing. It is that absolute " IS," that true " IS," that " IS " in the true sense of the word, that I long for j that " IS; " which " is " in that " Jeru- salem " which is " the Bride " of my Lord; 3 where there will not be death, there will not be failing; there will be a day that passeth not away, but continueth: which has neither a yes- terday to precede it, nor a to-morrow pressing close upon it.4 This " number of my days, which is," this (I say), " make Thou me to know."
8. "That I may know what is wanting to me." For while I am struggling here, " this " is wanting unto me: and so long as it is wanting unto me, I do not call myself perfect. So long as I have not received it, I say, " not that I have already attained, either am already perfect; but I am pressing towards the prize of God's high call- ing." s This let me receive as the prize of my running the race! There will be a certain rest- ing-place, to terminate my course; and in that resting-place there will be a Country, and no pilgrimage, no dissension, no temptation. Make me then to know " this number of my days, which is, that I may know what is wanting unto me; " because I am not there yet; lest I should be made proud of what I already am, that " I » E. V. Ps. ex. 7, "the brook.' * Rev. xxi. 25.
may be found in Him, not having mine own righteousness."6...
9. " Behold, thou hast made my days old "? (ver. 5). For these days are "waxing old." I long for new days " that never shall wax old," that I may say, " Old things have passed away; behold, things are become new."8 Already new in hope; then in reality. For though, in hope and in faith, made new already, how much do we even now do after our old nature! For we are not so completely " clothed upon " with Christ, as not to bear about with us anything derived from Adam. Observe that Adam is " waxing old " within us, and Christ is being "renewed" in us. "Though our outward man is perishing, yet is our inward man being re- newed day by day." 9 Therefore, while we fix our thoughts on sin, on mortality, on time, that is hastening by, on sorrow, and toil, and labour, on stages of life following each other in succes- sion, and continuing not, passing on insensibly from infancy even to old age; whilst, I say, we fix our eyes on these things, let us see here " the old man," the " day that is waxing old; " the Song that is out of date; the Old Testament; IO when however we turn to the inner man, to those things that are to be renewed in place of these which are to be changed, let us find the " new