MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST PART FIRST CHILDHOOD I Moscow is a city of slow historical growth, and down to the present time its different parts have wonderfully well retained the features which have been stamped upon them in the slow course of history. The Trans-Moskva River district, with its broad, sleepy streets and its monotonous gray-painted, low-roofed houses, of which the entrance- gates remain securely bolted day and night, has always been the secluded abode of the merchant class, and the strong- hold of the outwardly austere, formalistic, and despotic Nonconformists of the “Old Faith.” The citadel, or Kreml, is still the stronghold of church and state; and the immense space in front of it, covered with thousands of - shops and warehouses, has been for centuries a crowded beehive of commerce, and still remains the heart of a great internal trade which spreads over the whole surface of the vast empire. ‘The Tverskaya and the Smiths’ Bridge have been for hundreds of years the chief centres for the fashion- able shops; while the artisans’ quarters, the Pluschfkha and the Dorogomilovka, retain the very same features which characterized their uproarious populations in the times of the Moscow Tsars. ach quarter isa little world in itself; each has its own physiognomy, and lives its own separate ae MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST life. Even the railways —— when they made an irrupticn into the old capital — grouped apart in special centres on the outskirts of the old town their stores and machine- works, their heavily loaded carts and engines.
However, of all parts of Moscow, none, perhaps, is more typical than that labyrinth of clean, quiet, winding streets and lanes which lies at the back of the Kreml, between two great radial streets, the Arbat and the Prechistenka, and is still called the Old Equerries’ Quarter, — the Staraya Konytishennaya. | Some fifty years ago, there lived in this quarter, and slowly died out, the old Moscow nobility, whose names were so frequently mentioned in the pages of Russian history before the times of Peter I., but who subsequently disappeared to make room for the newcomers, “the men of all ranks,” called into service by the founder of the Russian state. Feeling themselves supplanted at the St. Petersburg court, these nobles of the old stock retired either to the Old Equerries’ Quarter in Moscow, or to their picturesque estates in the country round about the capital, and they looked with a sort of contempt and secret jealousy upon the motley crowd of families which came “ from no one knew where” to take possession of the highest func- tions of the government, in the new capital on the banks of the Nevé.
In their younger days, most of them had tried phere for- tunes in the service of the state, chiefly in the army; but for one reason or another they had soon abandoned it, without having risen to high rank. The more successful ones obtained some quiet, almost honorary position in their mother city, —my father was one of these, — while most of the others simply retired from active service. But wheresoever they might have been shifted, in the course of _ their careers, over the wide surface of Russia, they always a: somehow managed to spend their old age in a house of THE OLD EQUERRIES’ QUARTER their own in the Old Equerries’ Quarter, under the shadow of the church where they had been baptized, and where the last prayers had been pronounced at the burial of their parents.
New branches budded from the old stocks. Some of them achieved more or less distinction in different parts of Russia; some owned more luxurious houses in the new style in other quarters of Moscow or at St. Petersburg; but the branch which continued to reside in the Old Equerries’ Quarter, somewhere near to the green, the yellow, the pink, or the brown church which was endeared through family associations, was considered as the true representative of the family, irrespective of the position it occupied in the family tree. Its old-fashioned head was treated with great respect, not devoid, I must say, of a slight tinge of irony, even by those younger representatives of the same stock who had left their mother city for a more brilliant career in the St. Petersburg Guard or in the court circles. He personified for them the antiquity of the family and its traditions.
In these quiet streets, far away from the noise and bustle of the commercial Moscow, all the houses had much the same appearance. They were mostly built of wood, with bright green sheet-iron roofs, the exteriors stuccoed and decorated with columns and porticoes; all were painted in’ gay colors. Nearly every house had but one story, with seven or nine big, gay-looking windows facing the street. A second story was admitted only in the back part of the house, which looked upon a spacious yard, surrounded by numbers of small buildings, used as kitchens, stables, cel- lars, coach-houses, and as dwellings for the retainers and servants. A wide gate opened upon this yard, and a brass plate on it usually bore the inscription, “House of So and So, Lieutenant or Colonel, and Commander,” — very seldom ‘ Major-General” or any similarly elevated civil rank.
MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST But if a more luxurious house, embellished by a gilded iron railing and an iron gate, stood in one of those streets, the brass plate on the gate was sure to bear the name of ‘Commerce Counsel” or ‘ Honorable Citizen”? So and So. These were the intruders, those who came unasked to settle in this quarter, and were therefore ignored: by their neighbors.
No shops were allowed in these select streets, except that in some small wooden house, belonging to the parish church, a tiny grocer’s or greengrocer’s shop might have been found; but then, the policeman’s lodge stood on the opposite cor- ner, and in the daytime the policeman himself, armed with a halberd, would appear at the door to salute with his in- offensive weapon the officers passing by, and would retire inside when dusk came, to employ himself either as a cob- bler, or in the manufacture of some special snuff patronized by the elder male servants of the neighborhood.
Life went on quietly and peacefully — at least for the outsider —in this Moscow Faubourg Saint-Germain. In the morning nobody was seen in the streets. About mid- day the children made their appearance under the guidance of French tutors and German nurses who took them out for a walk on the snow-covered boulevards. Later on in the day the ladies might be seen in their two-horse sledges, with a valet standing behind on a small plank fastened at the end of the runners, or ensconced in an old-fashioned carriage, immense and high, suspended on big curved springs and dragged by four horses, with a postilion in front and two valets standing behind. In the evening most of the houses were brightly illuminated, and, the blinds not being drawn down, the passers-by could admire the card-players or the waltzers in the saloons. ‘ Opinions ” were not in vogue in those days, and we were yet far from the years when in each one of these houses a struggle began between “ fathers and sons,’’? —a struggle that usually ended THE OLD EQUERRIES’ QUARTER 5 either in a family tragedy or in a nocturnal visit of the state police. Fifty years ago nothing of the sort was thought of; all was quiet and smooth, —at least on the surface.
In this old Equerries’ Quarter I was born in 1842, and here I passed the first fifteen years of my life. Even after our father had sold the house in which our mother died, and bought another, and when again he had sold that house, and we spent several winters in hired houses, until he had found a third one to his taste, within a stone’s- throw of the church where he had been baptized, we still remained in the Old Equerries’ Quarter, leaving it only during the summer to go to our country-seat.
a TI A HIGH, spacious bedroom, the corner room of our house, with a white bed upon which our mother is lying, our baby chairs and tables standing close by, and the neatly served tables covered with sweets and jellies in pretty glass jar, ——a room into which we children are ushered at a strange hour, —this is the first half-distinct reminiscence of my life..
Our mother was dying of consumption; she was only thirty-five years old. Before parting with us forever, she had wished to have us by her side, to caress us, to feel happy for a moment in our joys, and she had arranged this little treat by the side of her bed, which she could leave no more. I remember her pale thin face, her large, dark brown eyes. She looked at us with love, and invited us to eat, to climb upon her bed; then all of a sudden she burst into tears and began to cough, and we were told to go.
Some time after, we children— that is, my brother Alexander and myself — were removed from the big house to a small side house in the court-yard. The April sun filled the little rooms with its rays, but our German nurse, Madame Burman, and Ulidna our Russian nurse, told us to go to bed. Their faces wet with tears, they were sew- ing for us black shirts fringed with broad white tassels. We could not sleep: the unknown frightened us, and we listened to their subdued talk. They said something about our mother which we could not understand. We jumped out of our beds, asking, “Where is mamma? Where is mamma? ”’ Both of ‘them burst into sobs, and began to pat our DEATH OF MY MOTHER i curly heads, calling us “ poor orphans,” until Uliana could hold out no longer, and said, “Your mother is gone there, — to the sky, to the angels.”
“How to the sky? Why?” our infantile imagination in vain demanded.
This was in April, 1846. I was only three and a half years old, and my brother Sasha not yet five. Where our elder brother and sister, Nicholas and Héleéne, had gone I do not know: perhaps they were already at school. Nicho- las was twelve years old, Héléne was eleven; they kept together, and we knew them but little. So we remained, Alexander and JI, in this little house, in the hands of Madame Burman and Ulidna. The good old German lady, homeless and absolutely alone in the wide world, took toward us the place of our mother. She brought us up as well as she could, buying us from time to time some simple toys, and over-feeding us with ginger cakes when ever an- other old German, who used to sell such cakes, — probably as homeless and solitary as herself, — paid an occasional visit to our house. We seldom saw our father, and the next two years passed without leaving any impression on my memory.
Tit Tit Our father was very proud of the origin of his family, and would point with solemnity to a piece of parchment which hung on a wall of his study. It was decorated with our arms,—the arms of the principality of Smolénsk covered with the ermine mantle and the erown of the Monomachs, — and there was written on it, and certified by the Heraldry Department, that our family originated with a grandson of Rostislav Mstislavich the Bold (a name familiar in Russian history as that of a Grand Prince of Kfeff), and that our ancestors had been Grand Princes of Smolénsk.
‘“‘Tt cost me three hundred rubles to obtain that parch- ment,” our father used to say. Like most people of his generation, he was not much versed in Russian history, and valued the parchment more for its cost than for its historical associations. nes As a matter of fact, our family is of very ancient origin indeed; but, like most descendants of Rurik who may be regarded as representative of the feudal period of Russian. history, it was driven into the background when that period ended, and the Romanoffs, enthroned at Moscow, began the work of consolidating the Russian state. In recent times, none of the Kropdétkins seem to have had any special liking for state functions. Our great-grandfather and grandfather both retired from the military service when — quite young men, and hastened to return to their family estates. It must also be said that of these estates the main one, Urtsovo, situated in the government of Ryazan, on a high hill at the border of fertile prairies, might tempt THE KROPOTKIN FAMILY 2 any one by the beauty of its shadowy forests, its winding © rivers, and its endless meadows. Our grandfather was only a lieutenant when he left the service, and retired to Uruisovo, devoting himself to his estate, and to the pur- chase of other estates in the neighboring provinces.
Probably our generation would have done the same; but our grandfather married a Princess Gagarin, who belonged to a quite different family. Her brother was well known as a passionate lover of the stage. He kept a private theatre of his own, and went so far in his passion as to marry, to the scandal of all his relations, a serf, — the genial actress Semydnova, who was one of the creators of dramatic art in Russia, and undoubtedly one of its most sympathetic figures. To the horror of ‘all Moscow,” she continued to appear on the stage.
I do not know if our grandmother had the same artistic and literary tastes as her brother, — I remember her when she was already paralyzed and could speak only in whis- pers; but it is certain that in the next generation a lean- ing toward literature became a characteristic of our family. One of the sons of the Princess Gagdrin was a minor Russian poet, and issued a book of poems, —a fact which my father was ashamed of and always avoided mentioning; and in our own generation several of our cousins, as well as my brother and myself, have contributed more or less to the literature of our period.
Our father was a typical officer of the time of Nicholas I. Not that he was imbued with a warlike spirit or much in _ love with camp life; I doubt whether he spent a single night of his life at a bivouac fire, or took part in one battle. But under Nicholas I. that was of quite secondary importance. The true military man of those times was the officer who was enamored of the military uniform, and utterly despised all other sorts of attire; whose soldiers were trained to perform almost superhuman tricks with 10 MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST their legs and rifles (to break the wood of the rifle into pieces while “presenting arms” was one of those famous tricks); and who could show on parade a row of soldiers as perfectly aligned and as motionless as a row of toy- » soldiers. “Very good,” the Grand Duke Mikhael said once of a regiment, after having kept it for one hour pre- senting arms, — ‘only, they breathe!” 'To respond to the then current conception of a military man was certainly our father’s ideal.
True, he took part in the Turkish campaign of 1828; but he managed to remain all the time on the staff of the chief commander; and if we children, taking advantage of a moment when he was in a particularly good temper, asked him to tell us something about the war, he had nothing to tell but of a fierce attack of hundreds of Turkish dogs which one night assailed him and his faithful servant, Frol, as they were riding with dispatches through an abandoned Turkish village. They had to use swords to extricate themselves from the hungry beasts. Bands of Turks would assuredly have better satisfied our imagina- tion, but we accepted the dogs as a substitute. When, however, pressed by our questions, our father told us how he had won the cross of Saint Anne “for gallantry,” and the golden sword which he wore, I must confess we felt — really disappointed. His story was decidedly too prosaic. The officers of the general staff were lodged in a Turkish village, when it took fire. Ina moment the houses were enveloped in flames, and in one of them a child had been left behind. Its mother uttered despairing cries. There- upon, Frol, who always accompanied his master, rushed into the flames and saved the child. The chief com- mander, who saw the act, at once gave father the cross for gallantry.).
“But, father,” we exclaimed, “it was Frol who saved the child!”
MY FATHER 1\ “What of that?” replied he, in tle most naive way. ‘Was he not my man? It is all the same.”
He also took some part in the campaign of 1831, during the Polish Revolution, and in Warsaw he made the ac- quaintance of, and fell in love with, the youngest daughter of the commander of an army corps, General Sulima. The marriage was celebrated with great pomp, in the Lazienki palace; the lieutenant-governor, Count Paskiéwich, acting as nuptial godfather on the bridegroom’s side. ‘‘ But your mother,” our father used to add, “ brought me no fortune whatever.”
This was true. Her father, Nikoléi Semydnovich Su- lima, was not versed in the art of making a career or a for- tune. He must have had in him too much of the blood of those Cossacks of the Dnyéper, who knew how to fight the well-equipped, warlike Poles or armies of the Turks, three times more than themselves, but knew not how to avoid the snares of the Moscow diplomacy, and, after having fought against the Poles in the terrible insurrection of 1648, which was the beginning of the end for the Polish republic, lost all their liberties in falling under the dominion of the Russian Tsars. One Sulima was captured by the Poles and tortured to death at Warsaw, but the other “colonels” of the same stock only fought the more fiercely on that account, and Poland lost Little Russia. As to our grandfather, during Napoleon I.’s invasion he had cut his way, at the head of © his regiment of cuirassiers, into a French infantry square bristling with bayonets, and, after having been left for dead on the battlefield, had recovered with a deep cut in his head; but he could not become a valet to the favorite of Alexander I., the omnipotent Arakchéeff, and was conse- quently sent into a sort of honorary exile, first as a gov- ernor-general of West Siberia, and later of Hast Siberia. In those times such a position was considered more lucrative than a gold mine, but our grandfather returned from Siberia 12 MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST as poor as he went, and left only modest fortunes to his three sons and three daughters. When I went to Siberia, in 1862, I often heard his name mentioned with respect. He was driven to despair by the wholesale stealing which went on in those provinces, and which he had no means to repress.
Our mother was undoubtedly a remarkable woman for the times she lived in. Many years after her death, I dis- covered, in a corner of a store-room of our country-house, a mass of papers covered with her firm but pretty handwrit- ing: diaries in which she wrote with delight of the scenery of Germany, and spoke of her sorrows and her thirst for happiness; books which she had filled with Russian verses, prohibited by censorship, — among them the beautiful his- torical ballads of Ryléeff, the poet, whom Nicholas I. hanged in 1826; other books containing music, French dramas, verses of Lamartine, and Byron’s poems that she had copied; and a great number of water-color paintings.
Tall, slim, adorned with a mass of dark chestnut hair, with dark brown eyes and a tiny mouth, she looks quite life- like in a portrait in oils that was painted con amore by a good artist. Always lively and often careless, she was fond of dancing, and the peasant women in our village would tell us how she would admire from a balcony their ring-dances, — slow and full of grace, — and how finally she would herself join in them. She had the nature of an artist. It was at a ball that she caught the cold that produced the inflamma- tion of the lungs which brought her to the grave.
All who knew her loved her. The servants worshiped her memory. It was in her name that Madame Burman took care of us, and in her name the Russian nurse bestowed upon us her love. While combing our hair, or signing us with the cross in our beds, Ulidna would often say, ‘‘ And your mamma must now look upon you from the skies, and shed tears on seeing you, poor orphans.”? Our whole child- hood is irradiated by her memory. How often, in some wa ~~ La (te MAM LALVAMM Vy, L; SS case tA - A Mp hit, wi Shot. of: GY Wi, hof OU ee. Y Be tah Al MY MOTHER 13 dark passage, the hand of a servant would touch Alexander or me with a caress; or a peasant woman, on meeting us in the fields, would ask, ‘‘ Will you be as good as your mother was? She took compassion on us. You will, surely.” “Us” meant, of course, the serfs. I do not know what would have become of us if we had not found in our house, among the serf servants, that atmosphere of love which children must have around them. We were her children, we bore likeness to her, and they lavished their care upon us, sometimes in a touching form, as will be seen later on.
Men passionately desire to live afterdeath, but they often pass away without noticing the fact that the memory of a really good person always lives. It is impressed upon the next generation, and is transmitted again to the children. Is not that an immortality worth striving for?
IV Two years after the death of our mother our father married again. He had already cast his eyes upon a nice- looking young person, who belonged to a wealthy family, when the fates decided another way. One morning, while he was still in his dressing-gown, the servants rushed madly into his room, announcing the arrival of General Timoféeff, the commander of the sixth army corps, to which our father belonged. This favorite of Nicholas I. was a terrible man. He would order a soldier to be flogged almost to death for a mistake made durimg a parade, or he would degrade an officer and send him as a private to Siberia because he had met him in the street with the hooks of his high, stiff collar unfastened. With Nicholas General Timoféeff’s word was all-powerful.
The general, who had never before been in our house, came to propose to our father to marry his wife’s niece, Mademoiselle Elisabeth Karandiné, one of several daughters of an admiral of the Black Sea fleet, —a young lady with a classical Greek profile, said to have been very beautiful. Father accepted, and his second wedding, like the first, was solemnized with great pomp.
‘‘You young people understand nothing of this kind of thing,” he said in conclusion, after having told me the story more than once, with a very fine humor which I will not attempt to reproduce. ‘‘ But do you know what it meant at that time, — the commander of an army corps? Above all, that one-eyed devil, as we used to call him, com- ing himself to propose? Of course she had no dowry; only a big trunk filled with their ladies’ finery, and that Martha, her one serf, dark as a gypsy, sitting upon it.”
‘LEARNING FRENCH 15 I have no recollection whatever of this event. I only. remember a big drawing-room in a richly furnished house, and in that room a young lady, attractive, but with a rather too sharp southern look, gamboling with us, and saying, ‘You see what a jolly mamma you will have;” to which Sasha and I, sulkily looking at her, replied, “ Our mamma has flown away to the sky.” We regarded so much liveli- ness with suspicion.
Winter came, and a new life began for us. Our house was sold, and another was bought and furnished completely anew. All that could convey a reminiscence of our mother disappeared, — her portraits, her paintings, her embroider- ies. In vain Madame Burman implored to be retained in our house, and promised to devote herself to the baby our stepmother was expecting as to her own child: she was sent -away. ‘Nothing of the Sulimas in my house,” she was told. All connection with our uncles and aunts and our grandmother was broken. Ulidna was married to Frol, who became a major-domo, while she was made house- keeper; and for our education a richly paid French tutor, M. Poulain, and a miserably paid Russian student, N. P. Smirndff, were engaged.
_ Many of the sons of the Moscow nobles were educated at that time by Frenchmen, who represented the débris of Napoleon’s Grande Armée. M. Poulain was one of them. He had just finished the education of the youngest son of _ the novelist Zagdskin, and his pupil, Serge, enjoyed in the Old Hquerries’ Quarter the reputation of being so well brought up that our father did not hesitate to engage M. Poulain for the considerable sum of six hundred rubles a year.
M. Poulain brought with him his setter, Trésor, his coffee-pot Napoléon, and his French textbooks, and he began to rule over us and the serf Matvéi who was attached to our service.
16 MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST His plan of education was very simple. After having woke us up he attended to his coffee, which he used to take in his room. While we were preparing the morning les- sons he made his toilet with minute care: he shampooed his gray hair so as to conceal his growing baldness, put on his tail-coat, sprinkled and washed himself with eau-de-cologne, and then escorted us downstairs to say good-morning to our parents. We used to find our father and stepmother at breakfast, and on approaching them we recited in the most official way, ‘ Bonjour, mon cher papa,” and ‘ Bon- jour, ma chére maman,” and kissed their hands. M. Poulain made a very complicated and elegant obeisance in pronouncing the words, “‘ Bonjour, monsieur le prince,” and ‘ Bonjour, madame la princesse,’’ after which the procession immedi- ately withdrew and retired upstairs. ‘This ceremony was repeated every morning.
Then our work began. M. Poulain changed his tail- coat for a dressing-gown, covered his head with a leather cap} and dropping into an easy-chair said, ‘ Recite the lesson.”
We recited it ‘by heart,’’ from one mark which was made in the book with the nail to the next mark. M. Poulain had brought with him the grammar of Noél and Chapsal, memorable to more than one generation of Rus- sian boys and girls; a book of French dialogues; a history of the world, in one volume; and a universal geography, also in one volume. We had to commit to memory the grammar, the dialogues, the history, and the geography.
The grammar, with its well-known sentences, “ What 1s erammar?” ‘The art of speaking and writing correctly,” went all right. But the history book, unfortunately, had a preface, which contained an enumeration of all the advan- tages which can be derived from a knowledge of history. Things went on smoothly enough with the first sentences. We recited: “The prince finds in it magnanimous exam: STUDYING ROMAN HISTORY.- 17 ples for governing his subjects; the military commander learns from it the noble art of warfare.” But the moment we came to law all went wrong. ‘The jurisconsult meets in it”? — but what the learned lawyer meets in history we never came to know. That terrible word “jurisconsult ”’ spoiled all the game. As soon as we reached it we stopped.
‘On your knees, gros pouff'!” exclaimed Poulain. (That was for me.) “On your knees, grand dada!” (hat was for my brother.) And there we knelt, shed- ding tears and vainly endeavoring to learn all about the jurisconsult.
It cost us many pains, that preface! We were already learning all about the Romans, and used to put our sticks in Ulidna’s scales when she was weighing rice, “just like Brennus;” we jumped from our table and other precipices for the salvation of our country, in imitation of Curtius; but M. Poulain would still from time to time return to the preface, and again put us on our knees for that very same jurisconsult, Was it strange that later on both my brother and I should entertain an undisguised contempt for juris- prudence?
I do not know what would have happened with geogra- phy if Monsieur Poulain’s book had had a preface. But happily the first twenty pages of the book had been torn away (Serge Zagdéskin, I suppose, rendered us that notable. service), and so our lessons commenced with the twenty- first page, which began, “ of the rivers which water France.”
It must be confessed that things did not always end with _ kneeling. There was in the class-room a birch rod, and Poulain resorted to it when there was no hope of progress with the preface or with some dialogue on virtue and pro- priety; but one day sister Héléne, who by this time had left the Catherine Institut des Demoiselles, and now oc: tupied a room underneath ours, hearing our cries, rushed, all in tears, into our father’s study, and bitterly reproached “as 15 MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST him with having handed us over to our stepmother, who had abandoned us to “a retired French drummer.” “Of course,” she cried, “there is no one to take their part, but I cannot see my brothers being treated in this way by a drummer!”
Taken thus unprepared, our father could not make a stand. He began to scold Héléne, but ended by approving her devotion to her brothers. Thereafter the birch rod was reserved for teaching the rules of propriety to the setter, Trésor.
No sooner had M. Poulain discharged himself of his heavy educational duties than he became quite another man, —a lively comrade instead of a gruesome teacher. After lunch he took us out for a walk, and there was no end to his tales: we chattered like birds. ‘Though we never went with him beyond the first pages of syntax, we soon learned, nevertheless, “‘to speak correctly;”” we used to think in French; and when he had dictated to us half through a book of mythology, correcting our faults by the book, without ever trying to explain to us why a word must be written in a particular way, we had learned “ to write correctly.”
After dinner we had our lesson with the Russian teacher, a student of’ the faculty of law in the Moscow University. He taught us all “‘ Russian” subjects, — grammar, arith- metic, history, and so on. But in those years serious teach- ing had not yet begun. In the meantime he dictated to us every day a page of history, and in that practical way we quickly learned to write Russian quite correctly.
Our best time was on Sundays, when all the family, with the exception of us children, went to dine with Ma- dame la Générale Timoféeff. It would also happen occa- sionally that both M. Poulain and N. P. Smirnoff would be allowed to leave the house, and when this occurred we were placed under the care of Uliana. After a hurriedly ¢ SUNDAY PLEASURES 19 eaten dinner we hastened to the great hall, to which the younger housemaids soon repaired. All sorts of games were started, — blind man, vulture and chickens, and so on; and then, all of a sudden, Tikhon, the Jack-of-all- trades, would appear with a violin. Dancing began; not that measured and tiresome dancing, under the direction of a French dancing-master “on india-rubber legs,” which made part of our education, but free dancing which was not a lesson, and in which a score of couples turned round any way; and this was only preparatory to the still more animated and rather wild Cossack dance. Tikhon would then hand the violin to one of the older men, and would begin to perform with his legs such wonderful feats that the doors leading to the hall would soon be filled by the cooks and even the coachmen, who came to see the dance so dear to the Russian heart.
About nine o’clock the big carriage was sent to fetch the family home. Tikhon, brush in hand, crawled on the floor, to make it shine with its virgin glance, and perfect order was restored in the house. And if, next morning, we two had been submitted to the most severe cross-examination, not a word would have been dropped concerning the previous evening’s amusements. We never would have betrayed any one of the servants, nor would they have betrayed us. One Sunday, my brother and I, playing alone in the wide hall, ran against a bracket which supported a costly lamp. The lamp was broken to pieces, Immediately a council was held by the servants. No one scolded us; but it was decided that early next morning Tikhon should at his risk and peril slip out of the house, and run to the Smiths’ Bridge in order to buy another lamp of the same pattern. It cost fifteen rubles, — an enormous sum for the servants; _ but it was bought, and we never heard a word of reproach about it.. When I think of it now, and all these scenes come back v » “i & 20 MEMOIRS OF A REVOLUTIONIST to my memory, I remember that we never heard coarse language in any of the games, nor saw in the dances any- thing like the kind of dancing which children are now taken to admire in the theatres. In the servants’ house, among themselves, they assuredly used coarse expressions; but we were children, — her children, —and that protected us from anything of the sort.